Twenty Two

My 2021 was extraordinary in many different ways. The year was out of my plans, there have been some situations that I did not expect however the things I thought I did not want in my life had become the events that help me to get progress.

At the beginning of the year, I was thinking that I knew myself and I knew what I wanted, and then I realized that I had no idea about it. Even now I do not know for sure, nevertheless, I have an idea of what I do not want. I am not pushing myself because I am aware of this is a complicated process.

I was almost giving up then I got back to the drawing board. Perhaps 2021 was not the most beautiful year I have ever had, though it was definitely the year I have made the most progress. I believe that getting progress is the crucial one. In my opinion, life is similar to the market, at the same time there are many rapid increases, as well as dramatic decreases. There are too many variables that are not in our control and we have to keep up with them.

I want it to be unexpected, exciting, and in many ways a developer from 2022. Perhaps 2022 can be a year that when my wishes come true, I follow my dreams, I achieve my goals, I work with perseverance and love.

We are the ones at the center of our lives, which means that everything depends on us. If a person truly wants to change there is still hope, it is never too late. Making the right decision is not always the easiest thing most of the time it is the hardest. I found out about it this year, after making a lot of wrong decisions and upsetting myself. I am still learning to put myself first, unfortunately, it is not really my cup of tea.

    When  I look at my back there are tears, anger, pain, disappointment, on the other hand, there are many joys, happiness, magical moments, success, and all emotions however there is no regret. I would like 2022 to be such a year as well, being not regretful of what I  have done. I believe that our mistakes even if the worst possible mistake will guide us to find our path. If my 2022 would be mistake less for me  I would be very surprised. I am grateful for my mistakes. Therefore, I will continue to make mistakes with pleasure. Let there be a year with plenty of mistakes!

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