Knowledge. Knowledge can kill you. Knowledge can make you alive. Sometimes knowledge is a weapon sometimes it is a lifesaver. But there is only one truth about it: when you know you do not want more.
Everybody wants to know the things going on behind your back, the lies, the fake relationships. At first, you watch the masks of the people you care about fall off one by one. These are the persons that you trust most, share everything without any suspicion. You do not want to believe. Because you know that if you believe and accept you have to remove them from your life.Because it is not easy to lose them. They are the people who always support you, love you, and make you feel like you are at home. But then you realize that you just misapprehend. At that point, you wish you would not know any of this. Because the only thing that knowledge comes to you is loneliness at the end of the day. Knowledge makes people unhappy
But after all of the pain and the feeling of betrayal. You will figure out that loneliness is much better than a redundant crowd. Because you do not need people around you. You are enough for you. At that point, people are divided into two: those who are not self-sufficient and those who are self-sufficient.
But how can you understand the reverse side of the medal? Everything starts with a little suspicion. Doubt spreads through your mind like poison. You doubt everything the person says. You start to not trust them. And then you push them away even without realizing it. Some people react differently. They handle it without removing them from their life. Because they are not enough strong to lose them. It can not considered as losing. It is kind of gaining. But of course, depends on the people. Some of the people continued their life without them. Some of them continued with them. But in both situations, everybody will know nothing it will never ever be the same again.