The end of the year is at our door now. The new year brings new hopes people say. Which is actually true. Its another chance to live our short lives as we like. In this upcoming year I have great plans to improve me both personally and academically.
In 2022 I had a hard time as a person. After my graduation and my hard period of time studying I got abit confused on what to do and how to continue my life. It felt empty also meaningless. My energy was drained and I couldn’t do anything that I promised myself to do. I basically wasted my precious time watching series. When the school started I thought I’ll have many friends to talk to. I tried my best to make people like me but I ended up hurting myself emotionally.
So my first new year goal will be taking care of myself instead of treating people like they’re worth an universe. I learned that people actually don’t care about anyone but themselves. I need to stop being people’s slave and try to love and aprreciate myself more. I wanted friends but soon I realized that they don’t treat me like the way I treat them. It was heart breaking when I realised I was fooled about having friends. So I will also convince myself the fact that noone will ever accept me in this sociaty and I need to prove how worthy I actually am.
Secondly I want to improve myself on acting. It has been always my dream to perform on the stage, being watched by hundrets of people. I want people to notice me. I want them to notice that no matter how many people reject me because of who I choose to be, I can still succeed on my dreams. No matter what they say, no matter how much they judge, I can be a famous actress. I want to see the look on their faces when I succeed by being myself, not some kind of copy paste person.
And lastly I want to do things that I want peacefully, I want to do archery and be a proffesional on it. I also want to do my favorite game character’s costumes. Im pretty good at arts and crafts but I never got the chance to make a proper costume. With the right materials I want to make one. And I want to learn how to write codes for a robot. I just adore animatronics it would be amazing to make one of my own.
These were my goals for the new year. I hope I can achieve them this time. So what about your goals? How are you going to spend your new chance in life?