A Sign For a New Year

After completing the New Year decorations at home, I decided to get ready. Since the small party in the house will be red and green themed, I had to dress accordingly. When I looked in my closet, I couldn’t see any green clothing items. It was already known to all my friends that I didn’t like the color green. I found a red velvet dress in the back corner of the closet. This is the dress my mom bought me for my birthday 2 years ago. Since then, I couldn’t find a better option than this dress, which I have worn at most once, so I immediately started to change. After straightening my hair and doing my makeup, I stared at the mirror for a long time. No matter what make-up I wore, the unhappiness on my face did not go away. I decided to collect myself as soon as I realized that if I continued to look in the mirror like this for a little longer, my eyes would fill with tears.
After a while, it started to fill up with my close friends for your house. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t be successful, so we started cooking together with my friends. Laughter rang in my ears as old memories were spoken. While everyone was having fun, I realized that the only unhappy person in the environment was myself. At the beginning of this year, everything started as I wanted, but after that everything started to go bad. No matter how hard I tried, I could not achieve the job and relationship I wanted. When nothing was going well in my life, I couldn’t be expected to be excited to enter the new year.
Everybody is always expecting the best from you. But when you’re in a low state of your life it is impossible to achieve that kind of level. I know that no one has the same circumstances. And I have to work to get what I want. But still I’m trying my best. I need to be patience but I feel like I had enough of this year. Everybody expect me was getting ready for the countdown. I was looking outside of the window to see the fireworks. Fireworks are one of my favorite thing to see in the new year. It was only seconds before the new year. And, just then I saw an early firework writing ‘No matter how hard the past is you can always begin again.’ And I started believing in life again.