That Old Friendship

Nowadays i feel like im nothing but a piece of trash because of the people that perceive me, they always see me as the one to listen to all their burdens and it makes me feel like they only use me for that proportion of mine. Because of that i started thinking about the stuff that i couldve done to make it stop from happening. The first thing that came to my mind was distancing myself from the ones that doesnt make me feel like im worthy. So in order for that to happen i started with blocking all their numbers. As i did that i started remembering about the good times that we had together i couldnt help but to cry for a while cause it was all good times till they decided thT fame was more important than the friendship that we all had going on for almost 5 years. So after i did that i got out, took a deep breath full of fresh air and started questioning everything once again and i finally asked myself “Is it your final decision?” I was very unsure so i left that question unresponded for a while but when i finally took control over myself i decided that i didnt wanna do this and that i wanted become friends with them again so i started heading towards their houses to gather all of us again…