My consciousness opened simultaneously with my eyes. First thing I noticed was the smell of beautiful smell of cinnamon and vanilla which was a similar smell that I thought I knew. As I was just thinking that I just realized there was music going on in the pickup. The song was “Donna Hurry (As Slow As I Can)” by Dolly Parton. I slowly get of the bed I were lying down. There was a mirror that covered with a blanked. İ was so dizzy and the room was too dark but when I remove the blanked I was able to see my reflection. It was strange how I look so different. I was looking so bad. My eyes were swollen and my hair, oh god, my hair was a disaster. But suddenly I saw that writing “You look beautiful today my angel.” It was my handwriting. In a wink I understand where I were. It was my girlfriend’s house.
My girlfriend named Alex had breast cancer on stage 4 which just had discovered. I was driving her to the hospital to chemotherapy. Doctors were saying that she probably can’t make it till October. I was so scared when I first heard that she was my angel, she was my everything how could I live without her. But then I got mad at myself because of accepting the upcoming death of her. It was not even certain. Alex would have realized that she looked at me and said “That’s the thing about lovers. Sometimes they give you the world, while other times they made you feel as if you didn’t exist at all.” She was always quoting someone while she was talking. I looked at her and said “Love, don’t say that you always give me the world and you will always, right?” She didn’t say anything she didn’t even make a single noise.
I pulled the car to the right. Get of it then opened the door for my girl. She looked curious. I hold her hand while walking to the cliff. I sat to the rock, and she sat beside me. I looked at her and smiled to her she replied it back with a smile. For the first few minutes we were silent. I finally told her that I’m not leaving her no matter what. “I’m sorry that I might destroy myself. I’m trying to get better, I swear. But it is just constantly hurts like hell.” She spoke. I think I’ve seen this film before, and I didn’t like the ending… I couldn’t know what to say. Just embraced her with all my love.
We were back in the car going to the hospital. my eyes were teary but so as her. We didn’t say anything. I was feeling pain all over my body. And suddenly I heard a horn and that’s it. I as standing in front of the mirror looking at myself.
Door opened and I saw Alex. She fell into her knees and started sobbing. “You’re awake.” she said. I was confused but I also got don in my knees next to her. She hugged me. “We had an accident. Car accident on the way to the hospital. I woke up a week after the accident. Surprisingly, everything in my body was working perfectly, the cancer was gone! I immediately asked about you and they said you were in a coma. Oh baby you’ve been sleeping for 4 months. You’ve been gone for 4 months and now you’re awake. We are together again.” She said.
I wasn’t remembering anything at first and it was tough for me to understand everything. But after a month I was feeling like myself again! After that event I understood that there is no such thing as impossible.